last night and this morning
thankyou to each of you who took the time to email me or leave a comment. I will eventually get around to each of you to thankyou.
I know I was panicking & I know that whenever life throws things at me - I bat like hell. I know that only one out of 10 is bowel cancer. I know that even if it was - most survive. It is the waiting that I cannot cope with - been there and done that and I hate it. I am one who wants things done yesterday & I get frustrated with waiting. Patience is obviously one of the lessons I need to learn in this life.
after I posted I decided to do a collage - I seem to need to create things when something happens in my life - either cooking or sewing - gee, when I went through my divorce, I made a queen sized bed quilt - last night was one of those times. I collaged a face - I felt blue, so I painted all blue - then went to bed. I woke this morning to many hugs and lots of support & prayers and I felt so much better - I wasn't alone ~ so I finished my little bit of art :
I know I was panicking & I know that whenever life throws things at me - I bat like hell. I know that only one out of 10 is bowel cancer. I know that even if it was - most survive. It is the waiting that I cannot cope with - been there and done that and I hate it. I am one who wants things done yesterday & I get frustrated with waiting. Patience is obviously one of the lessons I need to learn in this life.
after I posted I decided to do a collage - I seem to need to create things when something happens in my life - either cooking or sewing - gee, when I went through my divorce, I made a queen sized bed quilt - last night was one of those times. I collaged a face - I felt blue, so I painted all blue - then went to bed. I woke this morning to many hugs and lots of support & prayers and I felt so much better - I wasn't alone ~ so I finished my little bit of art :
posted by Miss Robyn | 8:15 am
8 Comments:
oh it is so nice to see the sun came out a little for you. sending more hugs and prayers your way.
More prayers from me too, Robyn. Your collage really evokes a sadness yet there's that bright sunshine of hope and brighter thoughts. I'm so happy for that.
Lots of love coming your way.
Oh Robyn, so sorry to hear about this darkness in your life right now. You know, think positive thoughts and bring light to that darkness - don't let it defeat you or get you down. You can't let the sun go down on a 'what if' can you? I can only imagine your fears though, especially after what you have gone through yourself. *hugs* to you.
The collage is lovely and I'm so glad you've found this creative outlet to deal with what's going on inside you. That in itself is a triumph!
More hugs to you. You CAN turn energy around, from negative to positive and it will spread out from you!!! I know you can do it.
xoxo
Oh, Robyn! I've just read your previous post to see what was going on - how scary a situation for you. But I'm glad you're feeling at peace enough today to create again - and hopefully that will help you process it all a little more. I'll be keeping you and your guy in my thoughts and prayers.
Sending many ((((hugs))))
xo
You are welcome and more hugs for you!
You take care, sweetheart x
Sometimes being able to put down on paper, either be it by writing, drawing, crafting, etc, what you're feeling can be the best therapy there is. We're all surrounding you with hugs, holding you through this uncertain time. Hugs xox
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